Hope's Up

So whenever I apply to something, I always try to tell myself that I probably won't get it so that when or if I do not get something, I will not feel that down about it. In fact, if I do, I am pretty excited since I was preparing myself to not.

Well, I've done it again. I have applied for something else and I have inadvertently gotten my hopes up about achieving it. I will probably know soon if I will get accepted or not.

So, it looks like I've taken the advice of a friend given late on a Saturday night after a wedding reception sitting on a porch of a rental house while she was smoking and I was in my underwear.

We'll see if this is what I'm supposed to do with myself.